wishing tree & Angel

Wishing Tree
Do you know where can i find it?
Do you know where?
Fairytales has alot though but never tells where.
Could you pass the message around for me?
Im searching for A Wishing Tree

I wish i did never grow up
although the height does fulfill the criteria...
But ..But..
I wish i remain childishly
I wish i do not know what's money
I wish i do not know what's working
I wish i do not know what money can bring
Joy? Sad? Frustration? Depression? Illness in finding it?Arguement B'cuz of this?
Never ending misery? Never Ending Chasing it?
Mum and dad Says Money is Evil
Really?
Aunty and Uncle says Money is God
Really?
Friends says Money Equal Status
Really?
Im lost..
I wish im not lost
I wish Im naive
I wish Im still learning to walk
I wish Im protected by my angel

Angel..Angel Are you There?
Are you here with me?
Im terrify
Im afraid the world will sucks me Up
Too much chaos, Too muc Confusion, Too muc Tempting
Too muc ugly Scene, Too muc Greed, Too muc Suffering
Too muc complaining, Too muc to Bear...
Angel, you need money?
Angel, you need money to buy food?
Angel, you eat?
Angel, you wear clothes?
Angel, you buy Prada, Gucci? Louis Vuitton?DKNY?
Angel, you wear watch?
Angel, you have Philip Batek? TAG?ROLEX? or swatch?
Angel, you have dreams?
Angel, you wanna look like J.Lo?Kate Moss?Barbie?
Angel Angel, Are you suffering as well?
...........

Soulmate

he's tall
he's slim
he's saddist
he allows me to set fire on him
he's affordable
he's never argue
he's never fight
he's jus listen
he's there whenever i need him

he allows me to grumble
he allows me to stick close to him
he listen to all my sorrow
he hears all my cries...
he's best companion through the night
he accepted my silence...
he accepted the uglyies side of me...
he accepted eveything that none could...
he never complaint..
he never leaves me..
he never falls out for me...
my companion...
just a breathe away

13 mac 05 - im tall...

13 marc hehe

13 marc

13 marc 05

13 mac 05

13 marc 05 loving it..

13 mac 05 - haha..killer loop..

Episode

she silently look at his hair...
listen to the sound of his breathe...
viewing his beard...
sleepin soundly...
she's afraid he might knows..
just like the scene in bridget jones part 2
but still she continues...
she wanted to store that in her image-bank.
so...whenever she's lonely, she's sad, she's miserable, she's bluez
all she needs to do is just a click of her image bank to bring out
the sweet picture she has stored that night.

dreaming

is this a dream? am i still dreaming?
i pinched myself...i felt the pain yet i feel joy
is this for real?
i asked myself over and over,everyday on and on
if im dreaming, please don't wake me up
please don't interupt me now...
i wish i could continue dreaming...
is just too good to be true...

but i know no matter how sweet, how tender, how lovely ...
a story will alway reaches it's last page...
is either a happy ever after ending...
or sad ending or the main actor or actress departed to different path...
or there's no ending...
neither 1 of this ..i wish and hope to see...
for now is too good to be true...

i will just continue dreaming..
dreaming for more...
im searching my ocean ...
plus a background music ...
synchonizing with me...
feelin you, is all i want
everything means nothing, if i aint got you
i just want you...
dreaming ...
dreaming ....all the way through sunrise...sunset...
night falls ...

i think im going crazzzeeee

thought haunting her
makes her cried again...
without taking a breathe, she need to dive again
in-search of eternity with the man
she was lying next to him
seeing every minutes tick by...
he's leaving her ...

can't stop but thinking will he comes back
she asked :will you want me when you come back
he laughes devilish : depend
she ......
he ....hehe....

the next day
she's sleeping
he kissed her to bid goodbye
she tried hard not to shed a tear...
he asked : "will you want me after i come back?"
she...stoned...
she : isn't this my QQ last night..you took my copyright without paying...
she : depend ...(haha...)
he kissed her..
he left...

story to be continue