Waves of relationship

The door opens, i closed my eye..pretend im sleeping as a pig..but the noise woke me up..the hard deep breathing..He's breathing heavyly...when he turned me over..i saw his eyes were red, his face looks like a volcano...he definitely in a mess.

what happened...can you tell me
...... ( im tying hard to retain my peace , and my chi and emotion )
what happened...can you tell me
......
what happened...can you tell me

i guess the echo repeated itself times over my ear..as i glare into his eye..there i saw a man desperately wanted a peace in the mind..hoping i could just blow off all his anger ...

i dint want to talk nor feel like talking ...i showed a chat ..of Past and Present

he grabed me to sit on his thigh, clinging hard on my waist...i hardly breathe...but the feeling of secure and needed is sense though this motion...i moved slightly ...he clinged even harder...am i connected rightfully or aimlessly, no conclude answer but there ...at that moment..the force of his ..forcing me and telling me desperately, he won't let go...he needed me.

Sudden my arm hurt, he's clinging me harder than ever like never before...

suddenly we are in a caos , commotion...but everything is in within control...

we smiled silently ..yes...words lies beneath everything now ...he has comes a long way to show himself...

He said : why won't you believe me , i lied and i stop, i learnt..i wanted to show the past that im not naive, she cursed me ..i feel a jab in the heart...he looks deeply into my eyes, repeating his words..No i don't have ..i stoped. would you just believe me...would you ...he repeated times through times hoping it will stick to my hard thick skull...i came down, i cant concentrate on anything when you do not listen to my calls, answering me..i cant take the silent treatment,,i knew you too well...when i heard your voice, i knows what going through your mind...please rest your mind on my heart.

Everytimes when a argue hitted, just like a stormy passing through the seashore ...the wave engulfed the stone..hitting it everytime harder than ever ..but after awhile ..you see rainbow, you see clear sky and skinny stars...this is happening exactly in him and me...the sense which no matters what happened ..or what caused it to happen, is alright ...because the shinny stars is worth every single storm that strike through...the natural..even in the relationship..the spices makes things tough, but the tough gets going ..and going ...its kinda mould 2 person to become diamonds hearted ...

once a month

once a month, the moon is full bloom
the wolf howl...
the cat stray...
the bills come as routine
so does my period cramp...

why must it be routine? have any1 brilliantly thithought of investing the most profit to maximize ladies of all era..after 12yrs old till 50 perhaps...is a wide range group but all have the same protocol once a month...some lucky get away with it "care free" while other roam in the bed of suffering hoping to cut off their down part onward- at least this is what im feeling at the time being. I hope there's a machine when this once a month rotation comes, i can just take off and service somewhere rather than on the bed..or perhaps the toilet...suddenly i wish i could put the Bed, TV, everything in the toilet or rather move the toilet onto the bed...where i do not need to run to toilet every haf an hour or often.

My man asked, is it really that bad..how does it feel? well...young man, you will never know exactly all the emotion erupting inside onward bottom down...you have all ths spices you need to go crazee and of cuz not forgetting the most essense of all is PMS - post menstual sympthom....minute earlier i were a fine princess, minute laters i tranformed into a beast...barking madly at flies...laters i became crying baby..next i become a spoilt brat...isnt it funny to have all this at 1 time ...i guess is sad instead of funny...trying to act like steven chow follow by andy lau, cecilia, kelly, sammi,all at the same time..this is challenging task a woman have to bear every once a month.

Now, ladies ..join the force ...man ..please be considerate at least once a month even if it twice a month ...it won't hurt or kills, it will just make ur lovely glorify you.

The man with the crown complained...you barked these few days madly..dancing on top of my head...and i have no choice but to let you dance but this has to be stop...

My dear...can this be off day of mine? even promoter have leaves...bear with me through rainy storm and lighting there fore a shiny sky will be back just after 1 week miricously ahaha

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