Got me thinking

happened just strolling along TV cable and stop at forrest Gump

the movie was awesome. its make me think alot. about my life...the people around me
surrounding me, the environment , everything from the home , the house i live in.

i learnt the same concept but this time it hit me straight away...
alot of circumstances can happen to us, every daily life..
some are grey, unhappy, unjoyful, dissapointment , anger, frustration...

all all around us but i learn that i can see it from the child like view...
kid often unhappy but that doesnt linger more than half an hour...
kid think simple and forward
adult will try to twist and turn every meaning and world famous 'what's the catch'
kid just do it..they just do it...
their mind is simple, they don't over judge, they dun put in past experience and bring it forward
they just keet getting excited and excited over the things they joy about.
they mind is simple yet easy to absorb and read across.

i seen as we grow older, we afraid of loosing, letting go, mistakes, wrongs, fault, how people
will look at us, judge us, disgrace us, look down on us...
so we limit ourself...we became like a pearl in a nut shell...
when diamond comes, we cant even recognize as we been underneath all these perceptive
and perception of life...

life is like a chocolate, we won't know till we bite it and taste it ...

yes often enough we have to be brave to try new things, everything comes with full pack
sweetness and bitterness like chocolate...just have to enjoy the ride and start tasting it and making a change now and then...

yes we won't know till we taste a peice of chocolate...in life we do not know nor can we predict
what is coming along our ways but are we not taking a chance to taste it ? usually people do
becuz chocolate is packaged and branded into sweet and anti depression...plus nowadays low -fat
but what about life?
some says, is not worth it ..to embrace on uncertainty
some says, is like fighthing agaisnt the dark or blind
i will say..will you die after trying ? what doesnt kill you makes you stronger in a way (thanks serene for telling me this, i remember till now )
i will say..is better to be exploited and explore rather than lliving under a well..
i will say if is hurt...well a step closer to wisdom and maturity...
i will say if is fun, what if is fun..get to enjoy all the chocolate in the world...

life is just how indivual see, and act upon the mind...

i will just try harder to be a kid...fuck with correcting spelling and right vocab...
i will just try hard to have fun..fuck what if...go with why not

i will try my best

some said i have long gone forgot about my own life..my blog...
so i will try my best to bull here while waiting for dinner to arrive...
is a tough job and hope everyone will appreciate it ..and i may stray very far away

been counting hairs from milo...
been swipping n ever swipping the floor..
then amosphere hat..I WANNA WATCH STOMP
i wanna be stomped..i have no idea what is it..and i just crave or it..
week after week i affirmed with the tagline " i wanna watch stomp" " I DUN CARE"
weeks later..i got a phone call..'sky you have free pass..and there is 6 FOC passesss...'
i think i overdose in my affirmation...not bad..
but who to call..i wanted to gift it out ..but gift also must be pratical nowsadays...
must give to people who will appreciate it ..the percussion.
so me, my bro, my bro's fren..jess girl, ben and ben future Gal
we were sitted 1st 9 roll..fantanstic view..center ..heaven on earth
and ..jess smilling all the way ..ben greeted TQ ..is all worth it to have some ppl who knows how
to appreciate.
jess says ' Some how is amazing , i wanted to watch stomp and i think about it on and off, i pray and there ere i'm..i din even tell you i wanted to waTch stomp..but u called '
Roy says ' i wanted to watch it soo much ..thinking that i am watching in london all the time..but able to watch in mal also not bad'

conclusion..if you want something bad..real bad..think about it, see your self in it...feel the sensation, dream about it, talk about it...you will push all your focuz and energy into the things you want.

went out ..just came back...saw my frien played pool and i watched national geographical..abt airplane crash...becuz of a making tape..the whole plane crashed into the sea due to failed of the machine/ sensor which the masking tape covered, and the 72 included the pilot all died. life is fragile...sunday ..my friend said ..relationship is very fragile and easily have ..easily gone..yes

i agree, nothing is seem forever green..but if we keep thinking nothing is forever and stop trying, start giving up ..is meaningless to life...is better to go than stop..why? at least if it doesnt hit the stars..it hit the cloud..that's better that nothing ..and we learn from experience, other people experience, daily life, whether be it routine or changes, we learn from expectation, hope as well as valueble mistake...this is when we are old (i think) we can therefore tell stories to our cucu - cici ~haha

my man ..too high expectation leads to disappointment and unsatisfaction, but is he going to stop there or mis-behave?

no we just learn ..learn how to communicate. Problem with human being is funny. is all right when both party got each other message through, problem aries too when message or signal is send wrongly , confusingly, or simply failed to understand each other..so i think the only problem human has to deal good, well, superb is in communication - can be sign, signal, verbal, non- verbal...singing hhmm..new way though ....

i think i bull it fantastically ...out standing ahha