jan 20 2005 - tranz visualization

Dramatic Day

Best Pal of all, met an accident while on the way picking me up

Rainy day...it was raining while i waited uncomfortably under a mere shade

Couldnt be that late for she just called me and said on the way...

i called her, she told me she met an accident and hung up

i was worry, heart was pounding fast...never like this.

i standing in the rain, do not know what to do, she said she will calls me back

so i waited patiently... lucikly she's fine.

she met an accident nearby my area. I took a cab to locate her.
we both missed the meeting ...
but lucikly she's fine
all that's matters...
went to police station to lodge a report...
it seem fast but the whole process took up nearly 2 hours
usual case fur an unsual person like me
a young police came up and talk to me while we were waiting for our queue...
even accident report also have to queue...
k.l accident rate and police earn big buckss...
he talks to me..
asked me phone number...

being teased by my friend...
usual...
once in hospital the same thing happened...
when i was 19?
this boy came and asked my number as well
while i was witing for my cousin sis...with her daughther under my Tender Care and Loving *blink blink*
the boy thought that's my daugther...so we yap awhile
then when he leave, he asked for my number...
just when my cousin sis walking toward us

being teased by my cousin sis
days later,cousin asked me
Did the boy calls you
replied : NOP
why?
replied: maybe he realized after he got up to his car, he didn't zips up his jeans...
........

Bridget jones's Diary

What i like about comedies...is always their sound track

the right time, the right music

the scene just blend in nicely,perfectly

just watched Bridget jone's Diary...fanstatic...

yea..someday there will be a man, sleeping next to me
admiring me while i asleep,
kissing my forehead to show how passionate he is...
gently waking me up

there will be a man, The man
to save me when im facing the world
act as a cushion for me to fall onto

there will be a man. The man..

Gosh, i think too much...

DREAMER

GAZING THROUGH THE WINDOW AT THE WORLD

OUTSIDE WONDERING IF MOTHER EARTH WILL SURVIVE

HOPING THAT MANKIND WILL STOP ABUSING,

SOME TIME AFTER ALL

THERES JUST LEFT THAT WE ARE STILL FIGHTING
FOR OUR LIVES WATCHING ALL OF HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF,

TIME AFTER TIME I'M JUST A DREAMER
I'M JUST A DREAMER, WHO DREAMS OF BETTER DAYS
I WATCH THE SUN GO DOWN LIKE EVERYONE OF US
I'M HOPING THAT THE DAWN WILL BRING A SIGN
A BETTER PLACE FOR THOSE WHO WILL COME

AFTER US THIS TIME

I'M JUST A DREAMER, I DREAM
I'M JUST A DREAMER, WHO DREAMS OF BETTER DAYS

YOUR HIGHER POWER MAY BE GOD OR JESUS CHRISTIT
DOESN'T REALLY MATTER MUCH TO ME


WITHOUT EACH OTHERS HELP THERE AIN'T NO HOPE FOR US


IF ONLY WE COULD JUST FIND SERENITY, IT WOULD BE NICE

IF WE COULD LIVE AS ONE

WHEN WILL ALL THIS ANGER, HATE AND BIGOTRY BE GONE
I'M JUST A DREAMER, I DREAM TODAY
I'M JUST A DREAMER, WHO DREAMS OF BETTER DAYS,
I'M JUST A DREAMER, WHO'S SEARCHING FOR THE WAY,
TODAY I'M JUST A DREAMER, DREAMING

brain wave pattern

Sold for 750 at first
cuz of a misplaced Warranty Card
Required minus 50

The warranty which claim to be important
ONLY WORTH RM 50.00?????

ha...funny..how fascinating the way the brain wave choose to turn.

ill mentality

somtimes i just don't understand how the way people thinks
sometimes i just don't understand what's inside their brain...

so far..been meeting alot of these 'kinda' people
i must set myself away from them
i must be a life 'mortal' living in NOW
than thinking of Gold will be droping down
by JUST WAITING and WISHING

'I WANNA MAKE MY LIFE MEANINGFUL'
yet 'I DON'T WANT LAR..TOO DIFFICULT'

'I WANNA LIVE A COMFORT LIVE'
yet ' I DON'T WANNA LAR...TOO STRESSFUL FOR ME'

to all these people, i deliver four word .F.U.C.K. .Y.O.U.
don't demoralize people with your negative energy
don't tell people you are up to face challenge whereby your own fear eats you up
don't tell people you have dream, for that's ILLUSION

THERE will be people, praying hard, day dreaming hard, wishing hard, thinking big yet talking big..but when comes to facing a situation...they are nothing but a mere souless traped in zombie body working for a meaning of 'ILLUSION'

PLEASE DO NOT COMBINE ILLUSSION AND DREAM

for both is meant to be impossible
yet only ILLUSION will always be illust.

Jacqueline the Jus do it Att

Jan 15, 2005 Jacqueline at suntect city havin festa with me, my biz partner, my buddy, my torch light, my guidance

this site is dedicated to her, Jacqueline.

From a stranger of another nation to being my friend.
From a friend turning me into her business partner.
From a business partner turning me into part of her life.
From a small part of her life, placed a big part in me.
From a lost soul, she shead her lights.
From a employee, all sudden i become a Owner.
From nothing, becoming somebody.

she mould me to achieve dreams i possibly lost it
she mould me to gain knowledge and skill at the same time earning $$$
she travel across regardless length and regardless time, to coach me
she's too value that money can't BE weight

Just can't get enough of her...
Just can't stop thanking her...

I believe in Her ToTally
for, what she sees in ME