rotation

started at the sofa...
after 5 months
ended at the sofa...

started sweet and gutsy
ended bitter and sweet
ended sweetly to drown a person from tears
ended with unspoken language..unspoken rules...unspoken time ups
ended ..just like dream...

a dream again to good to wake up
once again, wakening called..a dream became a nightmare
nightmare to handle, to redjust all the faith n hope...

a decision is made..
a new road has been parted...
walking away from me slowly yet firmly
again, im all alone to deal with it..
started with 2 lovely bird
ended with dozen shoulden to lean on as tears flow...

too sweet ...it hurts from inside out
it rocked my boat fanatically...
leaving peicies of wood which claim mine..moments
moments to cherrish...
moments wished it faded from the mind

sick from inside out
sick from upward till bottom of the rock
rock been dashed by disappoinment and shock to recover
whole mind is corrupted with need a over haul...

they said leap before u fall
i falled and stumble through bruised yet to heal since bygone...
i have to stop all this rotation...

it sucks up my self esteem
eaten my confident, as he sold my confident
a decision is made...feeling has to move apart...for
a decision is made

human is such fragile..
nothing last forever
only sky last forever...alone..shinning and overlooking everyone
no matter rainy, sunny, dommy, gloomy, windy...stormy...
all by herself...she engulf with tears, sorrow, laughter which soon be forgotten...