it's hurt

There will be times i wander around
How did these people so amazing
using bombastic english
or to them is just plain English
but to me, i always need a help from mr. Dictionary
to tell me what is "callibate"
"prominous"
or i wish my vocalbury do not exist the word of "miss"

because it definitily not goog
somtimes i knew is not good and healty to view thing you shoulnt'
think beyond what i should
and i receive pain treatment
oh gosh
i darn 9 miss 7 ....."u know who" and nobody should mention his name
just like Harry Potter and dark lord
there is always shadow around harry's corner
but just yet ...nothing could be done
then aware his existance and remember his cause