Control

what must we control all the time or most of the time?
Temper/Emotion/...

sifu said i have gained wisdom but not EQ. He said these 2 years will be tougher for me as universe play it task on me..making me strong in the brain yet is molding my EQ.

To some i have no temper, to those who knows me for years, will definitely think i have 'kepala angin' but i don't agree. It just everyone has this invisible line which hope nobody crosses, if not sure muka masam or worse...gaduh lar...this is given by GOD. Is calls the 3 feet self-space.

Anyway, i have the wisdom but not the EQ. To complex things ...i do not have wisdom yet ler..wisdom comes together with hign EQ.

What i did best last few months and continuing doing - IGNORE
Ignore is not the best way as wise says "ignorant is a bliss"
Memories of yesteryears keep coming back. But...is not the misery part that haunt me but is the sweetness of bygone! I, personally do not need "that" anymore ,not that is useful. It just shattered and i sill can feel the jab on and off. I wish he can goess far far and play, do not disturb me or call me to check on me. But is this what i really want?

No

I do not wish him not to call me anymore nor text me anymore.

A apology is what i needed and what i been waiting for years.

just 3 words "I'm sorry"