Got me thinking

happened just strolling along TV cable and stop at forrest Gump

the movie was awesome. its make me think alot. about my life...the people around me
surrounding me, the environment , everything from the home , the house i live in.

i learnt the same concept but this time it hit me straight away...
alot of circumstances can happen to us, every daily life..
some are grey, unhappy, unjoyful, dissapointment , anger, frustration...

all all around us but i learn that i can see it from the child like view...
kid often unhappy but that doesnt linger more than half an hour...
kid think simple and forward
adult will try to twist and turn every meaning and world famous 'what's the catch'
kid just do it..they just do it...
their mind is simple, they don't over judge, they dun put in past experience and bring it forward
they just keet getting excited and excited over the things they joy about.
they mind is simple yet easy to absorb and read across.

i seen as we grow older, we afraid of loosing, letting go, mistakes, wrongs, fault, how people
will look at us, judge us, disgrace us, look down on us...
so we limit ourself...we became like a pearl in a nut shell...
when diamond comes, we cant even recognize as we been underneath all these perceptive
and perception of life...

life is like a chocolate, we won't know till we bite it and taste it ...

yes often enough we have to be brave to try new things, everything comes with full pack
sweetness and bitterness like chocolate...just have to enjoy the ride and start tasting it and making a change now and then...

yes we won't know till we taste a peice of chocolate...in life we do not know nor can we predict
what is coming along our ways but are we not taking a chance to taste it ? usually people do
becuz chocolate is packaged and branded into sweet and anti depression...plus nowadays low -fat
but what about life?
some says, is not worth it ..to embrace on uncertainty
some says, is like fighthing agaisnt the dark or blind
i will say..will you die after trying ? what doesnt kill you makes you stronger in a way (thanks serene for telling me this, i remember till now )
i will say..is better to be exploited and explore rather than lliving under a well..
i will say if is hurt...well a step closer to wisdom and maturity...
i will say if is fun, what if is fun..get to enjoy all the chocolate in the world...

life is just how indivual see, and act upon the mind...

i will just try harder to be a kid...fuck with correcting spelling and right vocab...
i will just try hard to have fun..fuck what if...go with why not