is he my ken

has the time arrive?
have i finally met someone who i can share endless silliness antic with?
have i finally lay on a strong pair of arm?
have i finally manage to lean on the muscular shoulder?

honestly, he doesn't has any flesh intact with him but bones...
they says if you love someone, you have to love what you hate too...

most of the times, he ticks me allot ...but i always and always will tell myself better days are ahead.
lying down on my bed thinking of what he does. Remarkably, i cant get mad at him too long. Its a sin to get mad at him more than 8 hours.

Indeed, he's very patience with me.
He has very durable ears to stand my constant of nagging (first) and threatening (last resort)
He has very big heart that capture all my bad temper
He has very understanding mind that i don go into his house kitchen cuz i think is truly dirty ahahah...it is, someday i will post and prove it ere.
He can layan my silliness and somehow act together with me too.

Perhaps, we can create our own violet kingdom
Perhaps, driving a small car living in a hut is kinda idealic
Perhaps, moneytary isnt everything
Perhaps, i should just loose my mind for this moment and sway with him
perhaps, he's my ken.

months to go...

im suppose to go to bed as early as possible but im bad in consistency...its almost 330am, probably im not as hardworking as i used to be, or im just counting down my days to taiwan =p

if is just another trip, i won't much gaga over it but this is cause im having my pre-wed picture taken there.

he hasn't yet propose but we are taking the picture next week. i told him i still can choose even with the pre-wed picture taken.

im thinking more on my sales than anything else right now...

v spend quite hefty on alot of things...

TBC

KARMA

i always wonder why certain people behave certain ways that they do. what makes them act these ways? why am i afraid of cockroach since I'm young? maybe i start hating it previous life. Sometimes, i can't have a definite answer to way i was treated ill by opposite party, will conclude it - bad karma -. maybe excusing this, my heart will feel better and stop asking why is that person acted such way to me.

why does she acted as though she's from royalty and I'm a slut from the segment poor ugly duckling. She can walk in or out of the house as she wants and even chauffeur owner to open gates for her to park her car and doesn't has to greet the owner. owner will proclaim she's indeed a good person minus the behaviour.

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do you group these qualities as a good person??
1) no respect for elder, certainly no respect for owner of the house.
2) no respect for homo-sabien. As she will not even bother to say -Hi- to you when walk pass nor even acknowledge you when you try to greet her. Her knot, her gesture is simply just tooo expensive.

2a) never bother to greet if you are simply younger in the family. She think being young is naive and doesn't worth her greeting. (must be...i can crab up any other than this)
3) her car - Honda City, Ruby Red is simply the most expensive car in the whole darn wide world. Even for placing few hours at side of the street, her car tinted window will crack, her paint will smear, her out-most expensive radio set will be stolen hence she needs to order everyone including owner to shift away their lawn moler (car) to Abey hers. So many chaos, why bother to come!!
4) when she / Highness eat in the kitchen, everyone must clear their way for her entry. (must be darn hardcore kang tao)
5) she can treat her bf aka slave aka chauffeur aka toy boy (@age 34, i believe toy boy is a better catch than BF) highness can doze all the way while toy boy wash ans waxed her car shiny shine.
6) Toy boy dolly up nicely, you thought ...so sweet they are finally go out to pk but then ....he's just a Ah mat. Drove dad's old victory Merz dropped her at hotel lobby and happily drove back,walk out and and doggy bag mee hoon. After 2 hours, he drove there to pick her up. Poor toy boy, never shine in front of royalty but doing all the nitty gritty works!!

this place ere is not fit for a rot behaviour aunty thinks she Worth millions. please go back to Kepong.

if is there all the riches and fab snobbish people stays.