...IF....Will I

if i needed to fall twice,tripple or more
Will i still want it?

if i broke for the whole year
Will i still want it?

if hurting is more than enjoying
Will i still want it?

If i need to sow and sow and sow
Will i still want it?

If impossible seem possible
Will i still want it?

If i be the laughing stock
Will i still want it?

If no-one support me
Will i still want it?

If i cry and cried alone in the middle of the night
Will i still want it?

If ....
if.....

I will for i see myself enjoying in later years
I will for i see myself suffer only for a year or two
I will for nothing is impossible if i want it badly
I will for no- one will be there when i'm all alone
I will for i wanted poeple to look upon me than just mere looks
I will for i wanted to prove to the world, sky is the limit
I will for i wanted to bring my precious to tour around the world
I will for the stray dogs waiting for my rescue
I will for i do not want to live in poverty again
I will for i do not want to live a day bypass a day
I will for i wanted to see where's my limit
I will for i hunger for success
I will for i nearly tasted it...
I will for i wanted to be a living proof
I will for i wanted a luxurious life

So

I must handle criticsm
I must handle down-pit
I must be bitten,torn down
I must go through the hardest
I must fall in order to rise
I must sow sow sow sow endlessly to reap 1 huge lump
I must
I must!!!!!!!