journey to god

i do not know know what to type..

sudden kenny asks me : what's ur dream ..big big dream

i stunned for a moment, recollect my thought and said out loudly: i wanted to travel around the world and not worry about it...

kenny replied : me too, but i'm the kind which cant travel for long, probably 4/5 days is enough...

i ( signed) and aswer : do you CALL that travelling?

and i started on my mission to travel by using my mind, is not longer about physical nor things like arm chair traveller ..more like universe traveller ...i travel beyond ss2 hoping i could meet god...asking for a asnwer i been longing to know since i know what is 12 X 12 .

Quentions to be ask ( if i ever meet him)

1. why do i suffer so much to find a seed and plant it but later to find its bearless...is it karma of previous life ? is it true , some can live
   with crime they never intended to bear and still they planted a lovely tree, while some struggle to keep the standard
2. do fortune teller tell lies to earn money
3. does it really like in the movie..like 'boxer' ..there's a major downs and there's a major ups ...what if is all the way down..but no ups..
4. is god truly fair ?

probably will bomb him with lots of Q & A